As I was

I am as I was when the wind blew strong
And the sunlight blazed
And the nights were long.

I am as I was on the very first day
When I looked at you
Then looked away

I am as I was when the rain fell down
And we were quiet
Without a sound

I am as I was inside your arms
So safe inside
Yet not unharmed

I am as I was in the icy cold
The losing side
In a tale well told

I am as I was under the bright starlight
When you kissed me once
And let me die

I am bereft of you, cast away
But still you haunt me
So what has changed?